afstRylIaf pMjfbI corF qy vysvfvF df Gr (?)

irsLI gulftI, aYzIlyz (afstRylIaf)

spoksmYn ‘c 20 dsMbr nMU Cipaf lyKL pVH ky lwgdf qF nhIN ik zfktr hrisLMdr kOr ies kfbl hY ik AusnMU “pMjfbx afPL df XIar” aYvfrz idwqf jfey | zfktr sfihbf kuwl 15-20 idn leI afstRylIaf ivKy sYr spfty leI afey sn, rwb jfxy AunHF dy mn ‘c sfzy iKlfPL ikMnF ku jLihr Biraf ipaf sI ik Bfrq vfps puwj ky aijhI cuafqI lfeI ik sfzy kflijaF dy koly ho gey | lyKL ilKx qoN pihlF AunHF iewk pl leI vI nhIN soicaf ik BfvyN asIN afstRylIaf vsdy hF, pr hF qF pMjfbI mF dy puwqr-DIaF hI | jykr iewk pl leI mMn vI leI leIey ik kuJ lVkIaF aijhIaF ho skdIaF hn, jo ik sfzy ivrsy, sfzy swiBafcfr nMU sLrimMdf kr rhIaF hn, qF vI kI ieh jLfiej hY ik zfktr sfihbf aijhf kuJ ilK dyvy ik BivwK ‘c iewQy vsdIaF kuVIaF dy irsLqy vI nf ho skx | lyKL pVH ky jfpdf hY ik afstRylIaf ‘c vwsdIaF kuVIaF zfktr sfihbf dI hI ieMqjLfr kr rhIaF sn, ik Auh iewwQy afAux qy AunHF nMU afpxy duwKVy ro skx | pqf nhIN ikAuN sfnMU aijhIaF kuVIaF bfry jfxkfrI  nhIN, jo ik afpxf pyt Brn leI jUT Kf ky gujLfrf kr rhIaF hn | lwgdf hY ijvyN hI zfktr sfihbf df jhfjL afstRylIaf dI DrqI qy Auqiraf, aijhIaF kuVIaF brsfq dy zwzUaF dI qrHF AunHF dy duafly ‘kwTIaF ho geIaF qy lwg peIaF, gVYN-gVYN krn | pihlI kuVI dI gwl krdy hF | Ausny ikhf ik iqMn idn qoN BuwKI hF | jykr ieh kuVI zfktr sfihbf df kflpink pfqr nhIN hY qF sLwk huMdf hY ik kI vfkeI hI ieh kuVI pMjfbx hY ? jykr huMdI qF Gwto-Gwt AusnMU sfzy gurUGrF dI mirafdf df pqf huMdf | gurUGr ‘c lMgr cldy ny, kI Auh kuVI iksy gurUGr ‘c geI ? iksy pRbMDk kol afpxf duwLKVf jLfihr kIqf ? jykr nhIN qF zfktr sfihbf ‘c AuhnMU ikhVI “dyvI mfqf” njLr af geI sI, ijsny cutkI mfr ky Ausdy duwKF df aMq kr dyxf sI ? hflFik mYnMU afstRylIaf afieaF kyvl iewk sfl hI hoieaf hY, pr nf qF aijhf koeI kys ingHf ‘c afieaf ik iksy ividafrQI nMU jUT Kf ky pyt Brnf ipaf hovy qy nf hI aijhf kys ijs ‘c mfipaF ny afpxI DI isrPL pYsf kmfAux leI jMmI hovy | zfktr sfihbf dy lyKL muqfibk ies lVkI nMU Ausdy mfipaF ny ivdysL afAux dI pOVI bnfAux leI jMimaf sI | zfktr sfihbf pVHy-ilKy hn, jykr AunHF ny kyvl sLohrq Kwtx leI ieh lyKL iliKaf hY qF sLfbfsLy AunHF dy[[[[ pr iewk byvkUPL qoN lY smJdfr iensfn qwk hr koeI ieh lyK pVH ky hYrfn-pRysLfn hovygf ik kuVI dy mfpy aijhI ikhVI “gOrimMt” hY ijsny vIh sflf Xojnf bxfeI | srkfr dIaF qF pMj sflf XojnfvF vI rfh ‘c hI dm qoV idMdIaF ny | pr DMn hn ieh mfpy, ijnHF iehI soc ky DI jMmI ik jdoN Auh jvfn ho jfvygI qF AunHF nMU ivdysL dI sYr krvfeygI | hor qF hor ! AunHF dI vIh sflf Xojnf vI awDI isry cVH geI | zfktr sfihbf ! dyiKE ikqy quhfzf ieh lyKL ieh amrIkf, kYnyzf afid Cp jfvy qy Auh lok sfzy aijhy “hIry” curf lYx jo ik vIh sflf XojnfvF bnfAux qy isry cVHfAux ‘c mfihr hn | Aus kuVI muqfibk “afieaF nMU cfr mhIny hoey hn pr Gr dy pYsy mMgdy hn |” ivafh nklI hoieaf, ieh qF zfktr sfihbf KLud hI dws cuwky hn | ieh vI jLfihr ijhI gwl hY ik ieh joVI pVHfeI dy afDfr qy afstRylIaf afeI hovygI | iewQy do gwlF pYdf huMdIaF hn | pihlI gwl ieh hY ik pVHdf kOx hY | lyKL muqfibk KLrcf kuVI dy mfipaF ny kIqf qF pVHfeI lVkf hI krdf hovygf, ikAuN jo aijhy ivafhF ivwc lVkI pVHdI hY qy lVky vfly KLrcf krdy hn | iewQy pujIsLn Ault hY | ijnHF ku KLrc lVkI dy mfipaF ny Ausdy iewQy afAux qy kIqf hY, jykr afpxy lVky nMU iewQy Byjx ‘qy krdy qF kI Auh TIk nhIN sI ? lwKF rupey vI lgf idwqy, kuVI pwkI qF iPr vI nf hoeI | AunHF dy afpxy muMzy dy pVHfeI Cwz ky BYx duafrf bfhr bulfAux dI AumId vI sLwk dy Gyry qoN bfhr nhIN hY | aglI gwl ieh hY ik vIh sfl pihlF ivdysL sYWt hoxf awj dy mukfbly asfn sI | jykr kuVI df ipE Kud bfhr sYWt hox dI koisLsL krdf qF awj nMU Auh ivdysL ‘c kroVFpqI huMdy | ‘qy jdoN AunHF vIh sflf Xojnf df nINh pwQr Diraf sI, jy muMzf jMm pYNdf qF[[[[[ ?

zfktr sfihbf dI khfxI[[[[ muafPL krnf lyKL df aglf sIn hY iewk glI df | ijwQy ik BfrqI muMzy kuVIaF dI Brmfr hY | eyDr EDr qury iPrdy ienHF pfqrF dy ichry mlIn hn | dunIaF Br df drd hY | hMJU hn | hr pfqr byqfb hY, zfktr hrisLMdr kOr dy afAux dI ieMqjLfr ivwc | iblkuwl iksy iPlmI khfxI dI qrHF | jd zfktr sfihbf glI ‘c afAuNdy hn qF iewk kuVI pfqr zfktr sfihbf dy nflL dy swjx nMU muKLfiqb ho ky boldI hY, ibnF kuJ puwiCaF hI[[[

“Bf jI, qusIN ikMinaF dI mwdd krogy ? pihly idn, ieQy hvfeI awzy ‘qy Auqrdy sfr, iewk BfrqI hotl mflk vwloN pwq luwtI geI sI | qusIN Cy mhIny shfrf idwqf pr hux iZwz Brn leI isvfey ijsm vycx dy koeI cfrf hI nhIN irhf | qusIN aKLbfr kZdy ho | ikAuN nhIN ilKdy ik mfpy afpxIaF bwcIaF nMU ies nrk ivc nf Gwlx | hr rojL iek BYx Bfrq qoN ieQy pVHn leI phuMc rhI hY qy Kwjl Kuafr ho rhI hY |”

ieh pVH ky jfpdf hY ik ijvyN aflok nfQ dI iksy iPlm df zfielfg hovy, zfktr sfihbf ny isrPL qy isrPL nflL dy swjx dI vfh-vfhI leI hI ieh pfqr icqrx kIqf hovy | ijvyN ik hIroien jF hIro kih irhf hovy[[[

“kfkf ! afpny apnI sfrI ijLMdgI hmfrI prvirsL myN lgf dI | afpny hmfry BivsL kI Kfiqr sLfdI BI nhIN kI | mYN afp ko ab aOr kfm nhIN krny dMUgf | mYN apnI pVHfeI CoV kr kl sy nOkrI kI qflfsL myN juwt jfAUNgf |”

pihlI gwl qF ieh hY ik jd vI koeI afstRylIaf afAuNdf hY qF Gwto-Gwt koeI iewk vfkPLkfr qF huMdf hI hY, jo ik nvyN afey nMU kuJ idn sFBdf hY | pr lyKL muqfibk “jhfjL qoN Auqrdy sfr pwq luwtx” vflI gwl iPlm df sIn hI jfpdf hY ik hIroien eyarport qoN bfhr afAuNdI hY, AuWcI awzI vfly sYNzlF dI Twk-Twk dI afvfjL gMUjdI hY qy hIroien bfhr af ky pukfrdI hY[[[[

“tYksI[[[”

iewk tYksI AusnMU lY ky cwl pYNdI hY, ijsnMU ivlyn df guMzf clf irhf huMdf hY | dyKo ! hIroien Ausy hotl ‘c jfx leI kihMdI hY, ijwQoN df mflk ivlyn huMdf hY | jdoN hotl puwjdI hY qF bYk grfAUNz imAUjLk zrfvxf qy kfljf kwZx vflf ho jFdf hY pr BolI hIroien eyDr-EDr vyKdI hoeI “nfeIs hotl, nfeIs rUm” kihMdI hY qy guxguxfAuNdI hoeI iesLnfn pfxI krdI hY | muV hIroien nMU hflfqF df aihsfs AudoN huMdf hY jdoN ivlyn AusdI “GuwgI GYN” kr idMdf hY | iblkuwl ieMJ dy hflqF df ibafn zfktr sfihbf dy lyKL ‘c kIqf jfpdf hY | kuVI eyarport ‘coN bfhr afeI qy[[[[ | kI ies lVkI ny awj qwk iksy gurUGr jF smfijk sMsQf dy numfieMdy nflL afpxI iewjLq rolx sbMDI ijLkr kIqf ? jykr hF qF iksy ny AusdI mwdd ikAuN nhIN kIqI ? jykr Ausny iksy nflL gwl nhIN kIqI qF gurUGr ‘c sLrx lYx dI bjfey pMdrF-vIh idnF dy tUirst vIjLy qy afeI zfktr hrisLMdr kOr ‘c AuhnMU kI njLr af igaf, jo AusnMU gurU nfloN AuWpr smJ Ausdy sfhmxy sB duwKVy iProl suwty ? gwl sux kuVIey ! hkIkq jF qF qYnMU pqf hovygI jF rwb nMU, pr QozIaF khIaF gwlF krky zfktr sfihbf ny afpxy lyKL rfhIN smuwcy afstRylIaf dIaF ividafrQxF df BivwK dfa qy lgf idwqf hY | jy rwb ny Borf akl idwqI hY qF soc ky dyKo QozI ibafnbfjLI qy zfktr sfihbf dy lyKL krky nqIjy ikMny iBafnk hoxgy | pihlI gwl qF afpxy mfipaF bfry soco | jdoN guaFZI kihxgy[[[

“bfeI Plfxf isaF ! QozI kuVI afstRylIaf geI hY, afh aKLbfr pVH ky dyK KF, kI Ault-sLult iliKaf hY |”

“nhIN Xfr ! qyrI BqIjI qy mYnMU pUrf Brosf hY | Auh aijhI nhIN hY | AusnMU afpxy bfp dI iewjLq df pUrf iKafl hY |”

“bfeI ! iPr vI Pon krky puwC lY, KrbUjLy nMU dyK ky hI KrbUjLf rMg PVdf hY |”

Qozf mjLbUr bfp pfsy mMUh krky pwg nflL afpxIaF awKF pMUJ, nIvIN pfAux qoN ielfvf kuJ nhIN kr skygf qy guaFZx QozI mF nMU awz sUlF qy GsItygI[[[

“bU[[[ nI[[[ mYN mrgI BYxy ! guro df bfpU ‘Kbfr pVH ky dwsdf sI peI ‘stRylIaf ‘c kuafrIaF kuVIaF juafk jMmI jFdIaF ny | sLukr aY swcy pfqsLfh df, ‘gryjLI dy tYsLt ‘coN guro dy lMbr pUry nhIN afey | nhIN qF ieh vI kihMdI sI peI mYN vI ‘stRylIaf jfxY | nf BYxy ! QozI rfmo vI qF ‘stRylIaf geI hoeI aY | BYx ! myrI gwl mMn | EhnMU vfps bulf lY | hor nf zuwbVI koeI cMn cfVH dy | kI lYxy aYho ijhIaF pVHfeIaF qoN ?”

ies zrfmy dI aglI pfqr ny afeIlYts pfs kIqI hoeI hY qy Ausdf Gr vflf korf aMgUTf Cfp hY | ies joVy ny “mfipaF dy kihx ‘qy” pwky hox leI inafxf vI jMm Diraf | pihlI gwl qF ieh hY ik pwky hox leI aplfeI krn qoN pihlF pVHfeI pUrI hoxI jLrUrI hY | hr ividafrQI koeI vI kdm cuwkx qoN pihlF ieh jLrUr pqf krdf hY ik ies kdm cuwkx nflL sMbMiDq kfnMUn kI kihMdf hY | hr koeI pihlF afpxI jyb qy inXmfvlI vwl ingHf mfrdf hY, muV koeI kdm cuwkx dI ihMmq krdf hY | inafxf koeI dhIN hY, jo rfq duwD nMU jfg lfeI qy qVky dhIN jMm igaf | zfktr sfihbf ! quhfzI khfxI dy pfqr eyny Boly nhIN jy, ijMny Boly bxf ky qusIN pysL kIqy ny | ies mfmly ‘qy afpxy pfqrF koloN kuJ hor pVqfl kro | ieh ijhVy KMz dy iKzOxy bxf qusIN smfj dy sfhmxy pysL kIqy hn, pVqfl kIiqaF AunHF dI KMz vI qusF nMU nhIN imlygI | pihlI gwl qF ies gwl dI AmId hI nhIN ik koeI vI afeIlYts pfs lVkI aijhy lVky nflL ivafh krygI, jo korf anpVH hY | jLrf aKLbfrF cuwk ky dyKo, pVHy-ilKy lVikaF dIaF lfeInF lwgIaF njLr afAuxgIaF, jo jLhfjL cVHn dI AumId ‘c pYsy qy sLkl dohF vwloN gLrIb lVkI nflL ivafh krn leI rfjLI hn | clo, koeI nf qusIN jy sfnMU akloN eyny hI kory smJ ky KMz dy iKzOxy pysL kIqy hn qF quhfzf mfx rwKx leI, AunHF nMU pRvfn kridaF iewk svfl krdy hF ik anpVH bMdf KyqF ‘c vI kMm nhIN kr skdf ? bQyry sQfipq pMjfbI KyqF dy mflk  hn, ijnHF kol pMjfbI lVky kMm krdy hn | kI ies swjx nMU pMjfbI vI nhIN afAuNdI ? blik iesdI qF KyqF ‘c kMm krn dI smrwQf bfkIaF nfloN ijLafdf hovygI ikAuN jo pMjfb ‘coN ikhVf kursI Cwz ky afieaf hY | ieh kuVI sLfm nMU kMm qy inafxf lY ky jFdI hY, krYWc ‘c pYsy BrdI hY | ikAuN Blf ? Gr vflf inafxf vI nhIN sFBdf ? gwl kuJ hjLm nhIN ho rhI ik iewk pfsy qF afmdn Gwt hY jF nhIN hY qy dUjy pfsy Gr vflf ivhlf rihMdf hY pr inafxf krYWc ‘c pldf hY | iksy cMgy krYWc ‘c bwcf rwKx df KLrc krIb 15-20 zflr pRqI GMtf hY | socx vflI gwl ieh hY ik kI ieh lVkI ieqny pYsy kmf rhI hY jo krYWc df KLrc Jwl sky | jy kmf hI rhI hY qF rOlf iks gwl df hY ? ikAuN aYNvI JUTF dy pulMdy bMnI jFdy ho ? ies sB kfsy qoN mihsUs ho irhf hY ik gwlF qF do hI ho skdIaF ny, jF qF ienHF kuVIaF ny muPLq dI hmdrdI btorn leI quhfzy nflL GtIaf cfl cwlI hY qy jF qusIN muPLq dI vfh-vfhI btorn ‘c afstRylIaf vsdy afpxy hI DIaF puwqrF dI iewjLq rolx ‘c koeI ksr bfkI nhIN CwzI |

iewk gwl dI mYnMU smJ nhIN af rhI ik isrPL quhfnMU hI aijhIaF lVkIaF ikAuN imlIaF jo ik anpVH muMizaF nflL ivafh krvf ky afeIaF hn | jo pyt pflx leI afpxf ijsm vycx leI mjLbUr hn | ieh mMinaf ik kuJ ku ividafrQI afpxy aswiBak ivhfr krky iewQoN dy vsnIkF jF afpxy sfQIaF leI pRysLfnI df kfrn bxdy hn | aijihaF nMU smJfAux leI afstRylIaf dy aKLbfrF ‘c kuJ nf kuJ Cpdf hI rihMdf hY | mYN ies ivsLy ‘qy gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dy mYNbrF, pwqrkfrF, lyKkF qy hor lokF nflL gwl-bfq kIqI pr aPsos, iewk vI aijhf nf imilaf ijsny zfktr sfihbf dy hwk dI gwl kIqI hovy jF AunHF nMU koeI aijhI lVkI imlI hovy | sLfied AunHF nMU snmfinq krn vflIaF sMsQfvF dy mYNbr vI zfktr sfihbf dI ies koJI lyKxI krky aPsos krdy hoxgy | qusIN qF snmfinq ho ky cly gey pr snmfinq krn vfilaF nMU iks gunfh krky apmfinq kr rhy ho ? kI quhfnMU snmfinq krn vflIaF sMsQfvF nMU ieh nhIN cfhIdf ik Auh quhfnMU idwqf igaf snmfn vfps lYx | pihlI gwl qF ieh hY ik jd afstRylIaf ‘c BrUx hwiqaf dI koeI smwisaf hI nhIN hY, qF quhfnMU iewQy bulfAux df kI mqlb sI ? clo, jykr bulf vI ilaf qy snmfinq vI kr idwqf qF qusIN afpxy myjLbfnF kol ienHF smwisafvF df ijLkr kIqf ? kI quhfnMU AunHF ny aijhIaF mnGVq gwlF ilKx qoN vrijaf nhIN ? ieh quhfzy qy inrBr krdf hY ik pMjfbI muMzy-kuVIaF dy BivwK nflL Kyzx dy gunfh ivwc qusIN kyvl afpxy afp nMU gunfhgfr mMndy ho jF afpxy myjLbfnF nMU vI | quhfzI lyKxI pVH ky lwgdf nhIN ik ieh lyKL iksy aOrq df iliKaf hoieaf hY | jfpdf hY ijvyN asLlIl ikqfbF ilKx vfly iksy lyKk ny ieh lyK iliKaf hY | ikvyN ivroD krF quhfzy ies lyK df ? quhfzy ilKy iewk-iewk sLbd sfhmxy myrI klm dI isafhI suwk rhI hY | jfp irhf hY ik ies icwkV dy PYlx df ivroD krky mYN vI ies ivwc ilwbV jfvFgf, pr ivroDqf myrI mjLbUrI hY, cfhy ilwbVF jF pfk-sfPL rhF | ies gwl df PYslf pfTk krngy |

zfktr sfihbf dy agly pfqrF ‘c “anpVH Ksm” af jFdy ny | ijhVy koeI kMm nhIN krdy blik vkq kwtx leI sfrf idn avfrf GuMmdy ny jF corI ckfrI krdy ny | ieh lyKL ilKidaF mYN qF KLud pRysLfn ho igaf hF ik zfktr sfihbf ny kI soc ky sfzI imwtI plIq kIqI hY ? afpxy pMjfbI smfj nMU ikvyN XkIn idvfvF ik zfktr sfihbf ny jo kuJ iliKaf hY, Auh isvfey ssqI sLohrq hfsl krn dy koeI mfieny nhIN rwKdf | hux qusIN Kud dwso ik corI krn nMU ieh pitaflf hY, ijwQy koeI kuJ nhIN khygf jF gwl luk jfvygI ? mYzm jI ! ieh afstRylIaf hY, jy ikqy aijhI gwl hoeI huMdI qF ienHF lokF ny sfnMU bKLsLxf nhIN sI | zfktr sfihbf nMU awT mhIny dI grBvqI lVkI imlI, ijsnMU iehI nhIN pqf ik Ausdy hox vfly bwcy df bfp kOx hY ? hor qF hor, Ausdy nflL dIaF iqMn-cfr hor kuVIaF vI grBvqI sn, ijnHF nMU afpxy bwicaF dy bfp df pqf nhIN sI | Cwzo zfktr sfihbf ! ikAuN muMizaF nMU “sLrm” nflL mrn leI mjLbUr krn qy quly pey ho ? muMizaF ny AUN hI “sLrm” nflL mr jfxf hY ik “KIr” sfrI vMzI geI pr AunHF nUM pqf vI nhIN lwgf | jy afpxI byiewjLqI hI krvfAuxI sI qF Gwto-Gwt “KIr” qF Ck lYNdy, hux qF muPLq ‘c hI bdnfmI ho geI | gurduafrf sfihb ‘c awDnMgI kuVI do muMizaF nflL jwPI pfeI KVHI zfktr sfihbf nMU qF njLr af geI pr pRbMDkF nMU pqf nhIN idsI jF nhIN | sLfied Ausny pihlI vfrI hI gurduafrf sfihb ‘c KVH ky muMizaF nMU jwPI pfeI hovygI, qy zfktr sfihbf ny AusnMU dyK ilaf | jykr Ausny pihlF koeI aijhI hrkq kIqI huMdI qF pRbMDkF ny AusnMU aijhf sbk isKfAuxf sI, ik Auh Xfd rwKdI |

ieh gwl smJ qoN bfhr hY ik afstRylIaf awj qwk ieqny pRcfrk afey, ividafrQIaF dy mfpy AunHF nMU imlx leI afey, kI iksy nMU koeI aijhf muMzf kuVI nhIN imilaf jo ik corI krdf hovy jF kuVI vysvf hovy | iksy nMU aijhy purfxy pMjfbI nhIN imly, ijnHF afAux vfilaF nMU afstRylIaf dIaF “bdnfm glIaF” bfry jfxkfrI idwqI hovy | iewk zfktr hrisLMdr kOr hI afeI, ijsnMU afstRylIaf vfsIaF ny aYvyN hI isr bYTf ilaf pr Auh AunHF isrF ‘c hI juwqIaF mfr rhI hY | Ausny afpxy pMdrF idnF dy dOry dOrfn pMjfbI cor dyKy, pMjfbx vysvfvF dyKIaF, afstRylIaf dIaF bdnfm glIaF dyKIaF, aDyV pMjfbIaF duafrf mnfeIaF jFdIaF rMgrlIaF dyKIaF, gurUGr ‘c muMizaF-kuVIaF duafrf huMdIaF asLlIl hrkqF qwkIaF, pfTI isMG gorIaF nMU CyVdy qwky | ieh smJ nhIN afeI ik jykr zfktr sfihbf dI njLr iehI kuJ dyKdI rhI qF Ausny afstRylIaf dI KUbsUrqI kdoN qwkI ? suMdr iemfrqF, kudrq dy rMg kdoN qwky ? imhnq kr isKrF qy puwjy pMjfbI kdoN qwky ? gurUGr ‘c Auh muMzy kuVIaF nMU gutrgMU kridaF dyKdI rhI, pr Ausny Dur kI bfxI srvx ikAuN nhIN kIqI ? jdoN lMgr CkidaF Ausny muMzy kuVIaF dIaF asLlIl hrkqF dyKIaF, kI dfl Ausdy kwpiVaF qy nhIN zuwlHI ? ieh vI smJ qoN bfhr hY ik quhfnMU GuMmx leI afstRylIaf df, quhfzy duafrf drsfieaf “rYWz lfeIt eyrIaf” hI imilaf sI, koeI bIc, vwzy-vwzy sLfipMg kMplYks, imAUjLIam jF koeI hor cwj dI jgHf nhIN sI imlI ? zfktr sfihbf ! ikAuN sfzI imwtI plIq krI jFdy ho, nfly afpxI krvfeI jFdy ho ? isafxy kihMdy hn ik aOKf nMbr vn bxnf nhIN hY, aOKf AusnMU sMBflxf hY | ijMnI ku sLohrq qusIN KwtI hY, AusnMU sMBfl lvo | isafxy kihMdy qF ieh vI hn ik “Koqy nMU KIr aOKI hI hjLm huMdI hY |” iewQy afey ividafrQI quhfzy puwqrF DIaF dI Aumr dy hn | hor PokIaF vizafeIaF Kwtx dy cwkr ‘c afpxy puwqrF DIaF nMU cor jF vysvfvF nf bxfE | sfnMU pqf hY ik jdoN asIN hF hI quhfzy bwicaF dI Aumr dy, sfzI klm, quhfzI klm dy hfx dI nhIN ho skdI qy nflLy ieh sfzy vqn dI bdiksmqI hY ik Auh Aumr ‘c vwizaF dI hr gwl nMU hI shI mMndy hn pr nOjvfn pIVHI dI soc AunHF nMU TIk nhIN jfpdI | jd asIN afstRylIaf vsdy afpxy hfxIaF vwloN, afpxy pwK nMU shI sfbq krn dI koisLsL kr rhy hF qF vI sfzy hI iKlfPL avfjLF AuWTxgIaF, ikAuN jo qusIN aMqr-rfsLtrI pRiswDI pRfpq klm nvIs ho qy asIN ajy afpxy vrqmfn qy BivwK nMU shI ptVI qy ilafAux leI XqnsLIl | ieh qF scfeI hY hI ik hmysLf slfmF cVHdy sUrj nMU hI huMdIaF ny | asIN afpxy hmvqnF qoN ieh AumId Gwt hI krdy hF ik Auh sfzI soc nMU, sfzI lyKxI nMU mfnqf dyxgy | pr jykr Auh swcy idl nflL iensfPL dI gwl socx qF sfzy swc qy quhfzy JUT df PLrk sfzI klm dI qVp qoN mihsUs kr skdy hn |

iewk gwl hor, jykr quhfnMU mihsUs huMdf hY ik pMjfbxF ivdysLF ‘c vysvfvF bxn dI Kfqr af rhIaF hn qF bMd kro afpxy BrUx hwiqaf dI muKfliPLq dy zrfmy | lokF nMU Pwty cuwkx idE, mfr lYx idE grB ivwc, bIj nfsL kr lYx idE DIaF df, muV vyiKE sLfied quhfzIaF afsF nMU bUr pY jfvy | aYvIN PokI soLhrq dy cwkr ivwc sB afstRylIafeI ividafrQIaF dy BivwK dy pRsLn icMnH lgf idwqy ny | dwso KF ! kOx ivafh krygf afstRylIaf ‘c pVHx afeIaF ividafrQxF dy nflL ? kOx irsLqy krygf AunHF ividafrQIaF dy, ijnHF nMU qusIN cor dwisaf hY | AuNJ qF sB cor qy vysvfvF quhfzy bwicaF dI Aumr dy hn, pr quhfnMU asl syk AudoN lwgygf jdoN[[[[[[

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